Singer/Songwriter

At 7p.m. on Saturday, October 26, former American Idol season 9 favorite, singer/songwriter Chrystal Bowersox, who now calls Nashville home, will star in Trauma Queen a new musical theatre piece presented by Studio Tenn at The Franklin Theatre, just off the square in downtown Franklin, TN.

 Bowersox broke the Idol mold when she appeared on the original run of the wildly popular reality competition series porting dreads and tattoos instead of the typical teen pop look of many of her fellow Idol hopefuls. Finishing her Idol season as the runner-up, Bowersox is still marching and singing to her own beat and Trauma Queen proves it as she invites Saturday night’s audience to join her for an original night of theatre. Trauma Queen is indeed an original night of theatre in every sense of the term as she combines everything from a predominately one-woman-show and a concert along with heavy doses of musical theatre and even a touch of single-mom real talk.

Earlier this week, as Bowersox was preparing for this weekend’s show, I had the opportunity to pose a few questions to her for the latest in my recurring interview feature, Rapid Fire.

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RAPD FIRE Q&A WITH CRYSTAL BOWERSOX

 JHP: Having worked on Idol myself during the first two original seasons, I know a little about the behind-the-scenes. As a former Idol contestant, what do you look back at with fondness?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: Well, you know it’s a crazy ride, then!! Thanks for taking the time to do this interview. A lot of it was and still is a blur to me – it was a trying time in my personal life having just had a baby a few months prior to the audition. I struggled to find quality child care for my son during the process and my mind was way more focused on the well being of my child than on my participation in the competition. That dynamic made it difficult for me to just sit back and enjoy the trajectory our life was on. I was simultaneously struggling to afford my insulin and healthcare costs pertaining to my Type 1 Diabetes, but things got easier once I advanced past the top 10 stage of the competition. I fondly remember the moments on set with the crew and contestants – the jokes and conversations had with vocal coaches, hair and make-up personnel – visits from the well known celebrities and their families in the green rooms after show tapings – experiencing Los Angeles restaurants with a little bit of status – all of these things were new and incredibly unfamiliar to me having grown up poor on a farm in the midwest. It was all very strange and wonderful at the same time. I am especially grateful for the stability the show brought to the life of my son and I.

JHP: Alright, just gotta ask…what’s your oddest Idol memory?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: Ha! There were so many odd moments. One that was televised was right after a live performance of the song, People Get Ready. I had cried at the end of the song because I’d spotted my father in the audience wearing sunglasses (he only wears them indoors if he knows he’s going to cry). I was overwhelmed with gratitude in that moment for everything that was happening, for how far I’d come in just a few months. I went from crashing on my dad’s couch, basically homeless with a baby, to being carted around by drivers and covered in expensive clothes and make-up on prime time television. When Ryan Seacrest came over to talk to me after the performance, I saw a handkerchief peeking out of his breast pocket. I grabbed for it to dry my eyes, but it wouldn’t budge. So I pulled harder and when it ripped out of his pocket, I realized that it was only the corner of an actual handkerchief, just taped into place. I still have it. Laughing through tears, I said, “Ugh…. Hollywood!!” Nothing is quite as it seems there.

JHP: Oh, wow. I totally remember watching that. What was the genesis of Trauma Queen as a stage show?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: It’s been nearly 10 years since my time on American Idol. A LOT has happened in my personal and professional life since then. About 2 years ago, my mother lost her home to a devastating fire. The farm house that I grew up in burned to the foundation. It was a rough upbringing. I didn’t have a lot of fond memories in the house. So there were a lot of feelings to sort through with the loss of it, and emotions that I hadn’t yet sorted through regarding my past relationships, traumatic life experiences and issues with addiction. What better way to sort through them all of them but by creating a piece of art? My music has always existed that way – My pain put into words and music has been healing for not only myself, but also for my audiences. I wanted to continue that effort in a new, unique way.

JHP: I understand you’ve collaborated with two-time Pulitzer Prize nominee and Peabody winner, Willy Holtzman and singer/songwriter/producer Marty Dodson (who’s penned songs recorded by everyone from Plain White T’s to George Strait) on this project. How did you guys meet and come to work together?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: Willy Holtzman is an amazing human being. One of my absolute favorites. I’m so honored to work with him, and with Marty Dodson, who writes incredible songs for many well known artists. I met both Willy and Marty in New York City. I was reading for a part in another musical that they were both working on. Willy approached me one day and said, “I’m pretty sure your wikipedia page doesn’t do your story justice. Let’s write it out.” I resisted the idea at first – there were parts of my personal story that I wasn’t very proud of. The thought of putting it all out there was terrifying. As we went through the process of writing the script (which took about a year) Willy helped me realize that by talking openly about my mistakes, missteps and triumphs I could liberate myself from any guilt or shame I held. He convinced me that by sharing my story, I could possibly help others heal and do the same. I’m grateful he kept pushing me out of my miserably comfortable zone. Ha!

JHP: How did you get connected with Studio Tenn to collaborate on Trauma Queen?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: The first mention to me of Studio Tenn was from Bob and Merle Higdon, just about a year before I actually connected with Studio Tenn. Bob and Merle had mentioned to me then that Melinda Doolittle worked with Studio Tenn frequently and suggested she and I connect. When Willy Holtzman and I finished our script, he reached out to Benji Kern who he had worked with years prior and suggested we all work together on our new show Trauma Queen. Studio Tenn has been trying to reach me through the cosmos for a while! I feel as though it has been the intention of the universe for quite some time that we should all come to know one other.

JHP: As you mentioned, my pal Benji Kern, Studio Tenn’s interim artistic director is producing. How has it been working with him on this project?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: Oh my goodness, I LOVE working with Benji. He is a man of big, wonderful ideas, and has the determination to bring them to fruition. He has been so inspiring to watch and learn from. I admire his talent and work ethic. He’s not the kind of person who sits and simply wonders, “It would be cool if this happened”. He makes it happen! Benji is my spirit animal.

JHP: Gotta admit, Trauma Queen is indeed an intriguing show title. Was it immediately the title, or were there other contenders?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: Initially, the title, Trauma Queen was a little ha-ha joke of an idea. But I spent a lot of time with it and the phrase developed into a much deeper title in my heart. Women (and men, especially) are often told not to be so dramatic… We are taught from a young age to harden the emotional parts of ourselves – that our feelings should be squelched and minimized so as to not ruffle any feathers and make others around us more comfortable. I do not agree with this. I believe that the practice of hiding parts of our hearts does more damage than good. I prefer to be open and honest with my feelings. A Trauma Queen is defined in my opinion as a woman, a person, who has the courage to truly conquer their demons. Someone who has learned from their mistakes and chooses to rule over them like battle scars, replacing shame and guilt with a sense of accomplishment and pride, rather then letting negativity take control of their psyche – which will cause all sorts of other disfunction in life. A Trauma Queen is anyone who has been to hell and back emotionally but decides to rise like a phoenix from the ash of their past.

JHP: What can audiences expect from Trauma Queen?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: Bring your Hollywood hankies! We’ve been calling this a “Theatrical Rock Concert” rather than a musical, because the majority of songs included in the show are ones that I’ve released previously on past albums. Some of the songs are brand new and help support the characters and stories. I explain the genesis of each song as if I’m in that moment of my life, in real time. Actors play out the different characters in each story, as the music plays on. We shine a spotlight on the generational cycle of abuse and disfunction in families, with the triumphant realization that history doesn’t have to be repeated. There will be tears; however, there will be a lot of laughs, too. I’ve managed to cope with my past through a lens of humor despite the darkness of some of the stories.

JHP: One of the aspects of your life you touch on in Trauma Queen is being a single mom. Has that experience affect you in regard to presenting your authentic self as a performer?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: I haven’t spoken publicly about my son’s father. Trauma Queen will change that. I’ve written songs about the loneliness of it all, for myself and from my son’s perspective, but have never really touched on any of the details surrounding that chapter in our lives. American Idol was adamant that I not publicly share that story as it didn’t fall in line with the “America’s Sweetheart” persona. There is such a stigma surrounding the phrase, “Single Mother”. I am determined to change someone’s mind about it. I didn’t want to be a single mom. That was my son’s father’s choice. I knew it would be the most difficult road to travel. While that remains true, I am so grateful that my life has played out this way. Every ounce of strength I’ve ever had has come from my love and devotion to my son, and from my determination to give him a better life than I ever had before him. He will never have to question how loved he is. I try to teach him that living authentically and honestly is important, and that you absolutely can make a living doing something you’re passionate about every day of your life if you’re determined to work hard and make it a reality.

JHP: Following this weekend’s presentation of Trauma Queen, what’s next for you…and the show?

CRYSTAL BOWERSOX: I can’t predict the future, but my hope is that people will have been inspired by it enough that interest will grow in the production, and the show will be able travel to different cities and theaters. After the show this weekend, I will be launching a KickStarter crowd sourcing campaign to hopefully fund my next independent album release. The record will include a few of the songs from Trauma Queen. I’ll continue to tour in November and release the new record sometime in the spring of 2020.

And I think I’ll finally be due for a real vacation with my boy. I haven’t taken a single one in ten years. Yeah, I think it’s time. He and I deserve it.

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Crystal Bowersox’s Trauma Queen will be presented by Studio Tenn at 7p.m. Saturday, October 26 at The Franklin Theatre (419 Main Street, Franklin, TN). At the time of this interview, a select number of tickets remain. CLICK HERE to purchase tickets. To keep up with the latest from Crystal, CLICK HERE or follow her on Facebook, Instagram, YouTube and Twitter.

Up next at Studio Tenn is Rodgers and Hammerstein’s Cinderella on stage at Jamison Hall at The Factory at Franklin from December 6-29. CLICK HERE  for tickets or more information. You can always check out Studio Tenn online at StudioTenn.com or follow their socials at Facebook, Instagram and Twitter.

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